I've been gone for too long >_<

Hiya peoples!! Anyway, I decided to say hi and tell you all what I am up to. Recently, I have been up to nothing out of the ordinary. Just chilling back at home reading books and waiting for tomorrow to come. And tomorrow is the day that I get my money *paycheck* from work. I got fired... Because I had no proof of me being sick my first day not there *no doctor's note* and no note for the second day either, I had an anxiety attack... got me puking. It was that bad, but I didn't need to go to the doctor for that either. It passed the next day and I had to call for my schedule and that's when I found out that I am fired. Can you believe that they didn't even tell me untill I called? What is this a break-up? And I had to call a week later to find out about my money not going into my account like it should but I have to wait yet another week to go to them and get a paper check which I remember them saying they never give out. They go by direct deposit or money-clip. I gave them my information on where to put the money, but no, I get a paper check that *I* had to ask for and not be told about it when they fired me giving me the impression that it would appear in my account like they said it would when they hired me. So now tomorrow I have to go down there and get my check, WHICH I SHOULD HAVE GOTTEN AGES AGO!!!!!! I don't like that theater anymore. I am never going back there. If I wanna see a movie in the theater, I am going to the mall to see a movie. They have a cinema there. See, God has a way of making things a little more convienent for me. But it's rare that I do go to a movie... no good ones out yet this time of the year. At least not ones that I am going crazy about so far.


Anywho, I have been working a story lately. It's a romance that I want to get published when I am 18. Since it's like the adult romance books out there. Which I read. Like they were bibles... >_< *crosses eyes* I love them sooooo dearly. And I won't let anyone near them, and surprisingly, even when they end up on the floor in my room, when I get them to read, they never are messed up. But now I think I might have jinxed that. >_< lmao. oh well.
And incase any of you are wondering what the story *soon to be book in two years* is called, the name is "The Light In Their Darkness" And it's fantasy based. It's with demons and vampires and humans and more demons and a lot of twists and turns. I am on the fourth chapter already in just 3 days!! 2 technically, it's just been 3 days since I started and I wrote on the first day and today, so yeah 2 days really. Well that's all I can think of. c ya's ppls! Love ya'll!!!!

Sincerely,
Sayuri Tala

OH MY GOSH! GUESS WHAT MY NAME MEANS!

I just looked up what my name Sayuri means, and guess what it means. Ok, I'll give you a hint. My mom is going by the name lily.... and I'm "littler" than her. Can you guess? it means "little lily" >_< *crosses eyes* I didn't even know that! OMG! That's just freaky kool in a weird way. lmao. I didn't even know that until after I made this blog. lol. Love ya'll who I do and do not know. there's not enough love in the world, and I love everyone, even ppl I claim to hate because of their course ways. Everyone deserves love no matter what because they are here on this earth living, or trying to anyway. ^_^

Long lost daughter now found.... O.o

Well as you have guessed, those who read my comments about my blog to you, I am the long lost daughter of IncaRunner6 and Lily. but i'm not...I think anyway. O.o(O.o <- another face the O and the o are both eyes, one big one small and the dot is the nose. O.o <- is a face meaning wtf?) xD I'm kind of hyper, yet tired. Does that make sense?

I finished hemming my work pants today. >_> It was sooooo annoying, it took me about maybe 2-4 hours of trying to hem it right with my hand with a needle and a thread and messing up until my mom remembered that she has stitch witch..... >_> How annoying and aggravating that was. I have been under a lot of stress lately from me pulling my back and getting a root canal done after finding the previous work done on that tooth with a cavitie was infected and needed a root canal and going through my GED test with it killing my mind and making me go insane. And then getting a job and just the usual stresses of living and with how my mind makes it worse for some reason and then combine that all with trying to hem a pair of pants when I have never in my life done anything remotely close to that just almost made me cry. And it takes a lot to get me to cry.

I can't cry so easily with the medicine I take for my schizoaffective disorder and after having my mother take out my stitch work for like the 3rd time and finding out a few hours later that I can so easily just get some glue made for "stitching" that I can iron on the pants just about broke the dam.

The hemming with needle and thread was useless, I am never doing it again mind you, and then I find an easier way after trying it the hard way when I need my work pants for Monday, which is tomorrow, for my first day to work got me stressed. I START WORKING ON IT THE HARD WAY AFTER MY MOTHER TOLD ME HOW TO DO IT AND I KEEP GETTING IT BACKWARDS AND THEN 2-4 HOURS LATER MY MOM REMEMBERS ABOUT THE STUPID STITCH WITCH STUFF!!!!!!GAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!It just bothers me soooo much. I so hope I don't get the feeling to blow my top on my first day to work tomorrow because I didn't cry today when I wanted to. I better watch a sad movie tomorrow before work while mom and dad are already at work so I'll be comfy in their room on their bed watching the movie. That made sense to me in my head before I typed and I can't think of anyother way to type it so I hope you all reading this can understand it. ^_^ NOTE TO EVERYONE READING THIS: I AM NEVER SEWING EVER AGAIN IN ANY WAY WITH A NEEDLE AND THREAD, BE IT BY HAND OR MACHINE! Now if I just yell it tomorrow with everyojne gone I may feel a bit better. ^_^ I just have to make enough money to get a tailor. xD lmao(laugh my a** off) Anywho, how are you all doing? Love ya'll who I know and those I don't we still have to get to know eachother. ^_~ *wink*

Who I am!

Hiya! I am Sayuri*not my real name*, daughter to IncaRunner6 and Lily. I have decided since my father, mother and my father's brother(Janz Family) have bl0gs, that I would make one. Especially since I found out that I have a new aunt who is married to my Uncle BLackWolf (after a few months that they have been married) from reading the comments on my Uncle Janz Family's blog. >_>(stare) In my opinion, that's kind of annoying.....>_>(another stare) Through out my blog you will notice a lot of weird symbols put together to make a face of how I feel about what I am writing. I am 16 years old and I now have a job and have finished taking the GED exam and am waiting for the results to see if I passed or not. And after getting those results (which I know will say I have passed. Not like I want to brag or anything but I am really smart for my age) xD <- that is another face the eyes are crossed and the D is a big smile. Just tilt your head to the left and you'll see the face, most of my faces are like that. ^_^ but not this one, lol. For those who don't know, lol means laugh our loud. I will use a lot of online lingo. I grew up on the computer and I know some of you didn't *cough cough*older people*cough cough* xP <- that is another face the eyes are yet again crossed and the P is a mouth with the toungue sticking out. Again just tilt your head to the left. So you all know that if I were still in school I would be in the 11th grade right now. But I had some complications with the atmosphere at school. I couldn't handle it. I have schizoaffective disorder and anxiety disorder, and they both have gotten so bad that I became a hermit, but I am healing and now have a job where I can no longer be a hermit playing mmorpg's (massive multi-playing online role-playing games). Well now that I have made this site and to get to know my family better and for them to get to know me, I guess this means I am going to have to keep blogging. >_< <- the middle is the mouth and the two arrows are the crossed eyes, this one you do not tilt your head to the left. Well, I guess that's it for now. Love ya'll who I know and for those who are in my family that I do not know, we'll just have to get to know eachother. ^_^ c ya ppls! (see you peoples!)